Yeah
I’ve been so lost lately
I don’t really understand baby
Where did i go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call
Where do i begin with you
After all that we’ve been through
I don’t think that it would be right if we
Got together so suddenly
I wish that i could take back all the things that i said
And replace them with simply i love you instead

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
But i only wanted you to stay
Then i let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, i never meant to say goodbye
Mmm oh yeah
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn’t make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But i’m gonna prove that we can work things out
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
And reveal that you intend to never let me down again
It’s clear to me and i can’t ignore
That i have to give you something i couldn’t before

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
But i only wanted you to stay
Then i let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, i never meant to say goodbye

I didn’t think that we would come to this
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what i miss
Why’d you wait so long to take me back
It’s all a simple misunderstanding

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (never wanna try)
But i only wanted you to stay
Then i let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, i never meant to say goodbye

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (but i never meant to say)
But i only wanted you to stay
Then i let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside (never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, i never meant to say goodbye

starting to get used to not being with you. so its really true that were better off like this ? were even closer now. :) who knows what will happen in the future right ? maybe we'll stay like this, maybe we wont.

give me some time to remove my banner and my photo <. i really love them so i dont wanna remove them.

but if you want me to i would :)

i shattered and broken beyond repair

im jaded and so sick of being here

i fucked up one two many times

this time i fucked up my whole life

its been too long to make amends

so ill just go goodbye my friend

if you just ask ill get down on my knees

but we both know its best if i just leave.

its been coming for a while

ive been hiding in denial

i never had quite what it takes to be a man

i should have turn myself around

i should have try to stand my ground

now its over and theres nothing left for me to do

but go.

i know ive made too many bad mistakes

i know ive let you down so much

ill be gone before you know, that i love you so.

but im sorry..

if it was that blog post that made you change your mind, im sorry. i was trying to fix things, i was hoping you realise that those are the little things that i didnt like, and yet i didnt mind.

you left me with nothing now baby. you took everything. if only you knew that i would tolerate anything or be anything you wished i was. you should have told me earlier about this, so i never get so serious in this relationship. you remind me so much of the one i used to love , the one where i put my heart all out in it, and she dumped me on april fools.

i knew you would be better than that girl, i gave you my heart, i give it all out just to make this last, and you dumped me on april fools again like she did. can anyone go through something worst than this ?

id surprise you with alot of things in my head, with the list of things we would do, with the money you collected and with everything we have.

just so you fuckers know, she didnt use the money she collected for herself, for each fuck i say. she just kept it for me.

now were going on our own ways, i hope you'd turn around and tell me april fools and give me a hug. to me its still april fools ill be waiting, for a year, for how long it takes i dont know, i will, but i wont wait forever. if you turn around now and say you change your mind i promise, this crack will not affect us.

im losing myself, i've got nothing left.