Wednesday, March 02, 2011

this is one thing i want to write down for everyone, if you ever read my blog to notice.

i am turning my back on many people which i think i dont deserve this kind of people in my life. i dont owe them shit and i dont really need them around me. its not that because i dont need them i go against them, but its just something everyone should know , and you judge this shit yourself. tell me if im wrong, besides those people who you think you are them.

1. when you agree to send someone to kl sentral and the whole family , parents depend on you to send them there to take a bus to the airport, you make sure you send and if you cant, you dont ignore your phone calls and inform people, at least tell "hey i cant make it to send you there, im sorry". when you just ignore phone calls coming in and the next thing i hear was "cheh i malas la wanna send them there i dunwan pick up their calls", that just went overboard and i dont owe you shit and there is no way i will forgive and forget.

2. i did a mistake for being your ex but when you spread shit around telling im a sucker, cheater behind your back and shit, you're the slut who cant face the truth. the truth is that i wanted to go to bed at 11, and i just happen to hear someone looking for me on msn, and i talked to her till 6am and took her for breakfast. i didnt tell you , couldnt make it in time to explain to you i changed my mind. yes i should have texted you telling you stuff but please know that i didnt cheat behind your back, its just that i didnt make things clear to you, you just snapped at me. too bad now you spread shit about me its up to you and your stupid friends to hear what they want.

3.not the first time you fucked this friendship because of your mother fucking ex. first was when i jokingly said i installed a camera in her room and see her changing her bra everyday, you got pissed at me saying i dont give you face at all, padahal you invaded my privacy checking out my history with your ex on my pc. who dont give who face ? 2nd time i only told her what she needed to know, and she knows already and if she got it the wrong way, you make it clear. you blame me for all this shit you do ? look now she dont give you two fucks. called me a motherfucking leech, sucking your money and using you only for money. im a chinese and you should know everytime you offer to belanja and me being a human i will say sure why not ? obviously i like it when you wanna belanja me makan and stuff but at the end of the day when we have problems, you called me a motherfucking leech sucking your money and using you, its just disappointing la you think that way and i dont mind you thinking that way, because you know it yourself you buy friends with money. i cant forget the words you say , and called me.

5. it was my birthday eve, and yes i was drunk as mother fucking hell which i shouldnt have, and i had a serious bad hangover, or rather i was still drunk. i could have called you and say " hey sorry man i cant make it" and i remembered its your exams or some shit you needed people to be there and shit, i made my way there asap. i depended on people to wake me up but no one did shit effort in waking a drunk guy up so, thats why we were late but we did be there and try to, you just cant accept the fact that were late and you kept on pointing on the fact that i never take things seriously, never thought of you,telling your lecturer better late then never and stuff and still nag about it instead of trying to appreciate me rushing my way there, be there even when i was so fucking drunk on my birthday.

6. you know it, i spoke to you about him, saying if you dont have anything for him, and if you think that there is no hope between the both of you, just let it go and ignore him, make it clear you dont want shit from him but i can see that you still unintentionally give him hope, by using him only when you need him. have you ever texted him once without asking him to do something for you ? have you ever replied him just for chatting with him ? now you're using my friend and i didnt want to make it an issue, but how can you be so fucking irresponsible when someone tells you, depended on you to do something you just ignored and say " i have no credit to reply" so when you cant make it to do something you just ignored and tell "i have no credit" ? where your brains ? your chest ?

i will not say names or anything, and if you happen to put the puzzle together and think it sounded like who it is, go ahead and think again la guess yourself and assume. im not telling names who is this or that.

fyi, 6 people dosent sum up the whole world. i dont need these motherfuckers. i would gladly welcome one or two of them back if they apologize. spam all you want at my cbox, ill reply as i like.

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