i was driving in my car next to her, she was telling me how sad she was about things and she was giving up in everything. i told her i wont let her fall, ill be there for her ill go through her days with her and be there for her always, not like him.

and i asked her for one more chance, she held my hands and said yes. finally, after so long , so much bullshit i had to go through i finally got the chance to be with her.

" i've got balls of steel.... "

wait where the fuck is this sound coming from ?

ah fuck its my message tone and it was her text message.

FUCK THAT WAS ALL A DREAM ? whats more fucked up is when she was the one who woke me up. FUCKING HELL LAH

i finally had a dream about her. i wish that day would come so badly :( but we all know it wont.

so maybe its because i rearranged my room 2am in the morning yesterday.

alright so first get all my shit out the room,

cleaning my god damn room. now i know why shazrie keep sneezing in my room

layout 1. FAIL

layout 2. FAIL

fark. now what ?

layout 3. SUCCESS !

but my bed is sticking out blocking the entrance. wtf.

so here's the potato salad i made 2 days back.

see the potatoes at the side there. amy tengah mixing the egg i think

the ingredients are

1.potatoes

2.eggs

3.mayo

4.salt

5.black pepper

boil the potatoes and the eggs and make them hard boiled eggs, and mix all of the ingredients.

there you go potato salad

my manual mixer :D

btw tk finished that whole god damn thing in less than 24 hours.

so here are random stuff's i did meanwhile,

becoming a driving instructor again ( omg yin shan looks damn cute here )

found out how may jean looks like long long time ago lol.

oh god. my burger hassan.

drinking this chocolate shit. thank you amy for making me addicted to this shit fuck.

and making this album cover for this band called smashmouth. random shit :p

and meet the faggots

check out their shirts

real faggots.

btw thanks yinshan for getting this for my brenda. its sooo cute okay :) i really liked it :D

" Ask Hoon Hoon to make green curry while we spank her butterfly ass. "

everyone stop doing whatever they're doing and starts imagining.

HAHAHAHAHA wtf that was the most random thing i said today.

seriously, i dont know how the fuck i passed my alevels without studying much the whole damn year, moreover i shoved the balance 6 months into one year, which means i took my alevels in 1 year.

and i still passed. now im going to start my degree. damn this is fast and im getting old, and still single and a fucking virgin.

any hot chick thinking what im thinking ? :D

i've been really lifeless lately. i do nothing besides eating and sleeping and doing shit everywhere. i wanna go classes but im afraid that my classes wont allow me to see you anymore. what am i supposed to do then ?

yin shan promised to buy me prosperity burger today and really i was hoping she would buy me the double one cause i've never tried double. i didnt say it la but look,

she damn sayang me lor. aku gam dong :3 she knows what i want.

thank you yin shan. belanja you back something next time :P

and thank you amy for this

damn random lor :p

and i made potato salad today. will update on that tomorrow.

now my god damn brenda starr is in the workshop till saturday. damn she's badly hurt. poor darling.

now im starting to find new interest.

fyi, this is terence's house. the first thing you see after the main gate.

like i promised, i will try to update this blog no matter how fucked up am i, dont blend my feelings with my blog. so here you go.

before i start with my post, here are the video's of the performance at taylor's red night. fuck i screwed up at the last part of rooftops. my voice went out of pitch lol but fuck it i had fun singing :)

love story

time is running out

wont go home without you

rooftops

ah fuck man ! last song last part i screwed up.

and a picture before performance.

3 some tshirt at the red night. fyi, red night is a event for some hiv prevention etc. lol :D

so look, ive always wanted to overtake a skyline with brenda and look,

i did it :D whats the point of driving so fast car when youre stuck at traffic, a proton will still be ahead of you ? :P

at the same time , brenda is making some noise from her wheel its like kruk kruk kruk wtf theres a frog under my car

so i sent to check la, and finally i know how my exhaust looks like. no wonder senget wan bastard.

brenda's shaft is leaking oil and both her back absobers kong ady. thats gona cost me a bomb shiiet !

the oil -.- i got to get this fixed before new year man.

btw this is what i had for dinner

NASI LEMAK AYAM + KAMBING AMBIK KAU !

my god. i finally feel like blogging. here's pictures from my hong kong - shenzhen trip.

air asia. the best budget airlines bebeh :)

thank god i wore this shoes. we walked like crazy there in hong kong. i love the weather there when its winter. not too cold

so here's where i took this picture, and realised that there was a lady in tudung next to me.

well in hong kong there's nothing much to do but to shop, eat and enjoy the weather there. maybe its because i never go to disneyland and the ocean park etc. went there before when i was really young so this time just wanted to chill out there.

this is guardian in hong kong.

and their taxis are huge, old and all the same.

this is damn cool. really, each and every taxi are the same.

hongkees are weird. i dont see who would buy an ipod from a vending machine.

but its cool. maybe your earphones break down halfway and you just needed one , there you go.

this was at the train station btw,

and also their train system, perfect. you dont need to drive. the train goes every fucking where in hong kong.

ooh i like this picture.

convenient but fucked up. so bloody many floors for so many tracks.

their karaoke looks fun to me :)

ICAC office. woots

and police officers. typical chinese face.

subway in hong kong is expensive

and this is the best place to pak toh weh. im gona bring you there one day i promise :) if i still like you by then. :P

okay so those are the weird things in hong kong, now food.

shanghai noodles. the pork chop is good.

some vege wrapped wanton i think ?

large pig intestine omg yummy shit !

wanton mee

polo bun. this is famous in hk. pineapple with a layer of butter

egg tart. their egg tart is way different from the one we eat in malaysia.

roasted pork. wow wtf this is wonderful. but it still depends on where you eat in hong kong la. this one is not as nice as this.

yummy

i forgot what the fuck is this. but its also damn goodla the one dish + rice over there. mmm

tan tan( i think steamed egg ?)

tan lai (and i think steamed milk) this is wonderful bebeh

pigeon. this one also mantap.

hong kong skewers. this is yummy

mmmmmm

roasted pork + duck rice *thumbs up*

yauchar kuey wrapped with chee cheong fun.

claypot rice. its cold there so you eat this, its wonderful.

dry fried beef kuey teow. chinese should know hongkee make this shit very well.

ok here's the last thing, ice cream man in hong kong.

yes their ice cream man. damn cute. you can buy either this

or this

yummy wehh :) the cone one is soft like fuck damn nice.

now here comes the shopping part in hong kong.

you can actually find all your shit here, in temple street, or lady's street ( lui yan kai )

or, there's this place you have to take the train to this mall as big as mid valley, filled with factory outlets like this

this is for you ja.

and this one too

wow wtf. i know wtf the whole mall is filled with factory outlets and the things there are like fucking cheap hello lol you can spend 2 days there non stop shopping. :)

thats hong kong for 2 days.

on the way to china.

here's shenzhen.

its almost the same shit, but here are the difference.

the malls there provide chairs to male when the female do their shopping. very good service.

but fucking annoying la when everyone approaches you and tries to drag you to buy their shit.

puppies for sale by the road

omg fucking cute. they sleep ontop of each other cause its cold :(

and men selling wolf/dog skin by the road. wtf

nike shop as big as a mall

cosplay cafe :3 shaz , you love this i know.

k now the food.

again, something inside chee cheong fun

oo china babi mmg nicer than hk + cheaper

this is similar to the claypot rice in hk.

some random pork patties

pork rib yum

pork intestine walah

roast duckkk

this is china skewers

damn nice also, cheaper sumore

and finally,

this brand damn hard to find in malaysia lah !