2009 ?
at the same time his best friend was going for the same girl as him, a, but they dont know that he liked her for real, and all his best friend did was just flirting. he tries so hard to get her attention, to date her out and stuff but he gets no shit and his best friend got everything , maybe because he wasnt wealthy enough compared to his friend.
all he could do was just wait , wait for one day maybe she turn around to him and say hello because he did what he could. very obvious he was so fucked up about it and so now he really needs someone by his side that could listen to him and care for him.
now that he met this girl who is friends with a, who will listen and help him out with all his problems. she's b. she always spends time with him, going out with him, always texting him and also call him. maybe it was because she was too nice and b helped him moved on from a that he thinks he is now in love with b. he had all the reason to think and believed that b likes him too because she treats him way different from others.
he then tries to tell her he love her, but she rejected with the reason being is that the feeling wasnt there. everything else was so right except her feeling towards her. so now he's starting to think, what the fuck is wrong with him ?
now he's starting to calm down and maybe he thought he could stop falling in love again and hurt himself again for awhile but he forgot that he is the type of guy who will easily fall in love, with any stupid reason he will fall in love again. in people's eyes he is one hell of a player he keeps falling in love but what he really is just a guy who's easily falling in love and when he is with someone, he will be very proud of it and show the world that he loves her, no doubt about it he's done it many times.
then he starts taking this girl, c out for lunch to just be a companion because she's always alone at home. he knows himself that its stupid for him to develop feelings for a girl in a mall after eating waffles and throwing basketballs and eating durians together, but he's done it. then he starts offering to fetch her to tuition and back home because all he wanted to do then was just to see her more often.
he asked her once before what type of guy she likes, she said a guy who's not too good looking, maybe she feel insecure having a good looking boyfriend, a guy who knows how to handle her well and treats her nice, shes the king the guy will be the queen, not a smoker etc.
he starts to think that this girl is very rasional and he loves the way she thinks. he always makes people around him feel comfortable with him, that they can do anything they like and he tries to help them as far as he can when they needed help. maybe thats why people like hanging around with him.
this is one thing he did not realise, he's falling deeper and deeper for c without himself knowing, and so when he asked c who she likes, and because she feels comfortable telling him all her problems and secrets, she told him that she was in love with someone, but it wasnt him. thats when he realised he was so in love with her.
he thought maybe it was just infatuation or just another eye candy to her but no, she is really in love with the guy Z. he had to hold back his feelings and being a rational , and a guy who she's comfortable with and support her with Z.
everyone knows that everything has a limit. this went overboard when she tells him that shes really in love with z and he could not help but to tell her that he loves her. she gave him the same reason as B, no feeling. thats the fuck up part that the thing he couldnt change was the reason she didnt want to be with him.
whats even worst is that Z is a guy who smokes, and a guy who never really cares about her , well maybe he does but not as much as him, and Z is a god damn good looking guy. what happen to the guy she likes ? cant she see what she really want and what she really need is somewhere out there ?
he made a promise that he would give her the world make her feel number 1 and he guarantee that she will never find anyone else like himself. however she still does loves Z , and christmas he did the stupidest thing he could have done, at the same time the best thing for C and Z both. he opened up their minds and now they're about to be together and look whos alone now.
B found herself a new boyfriend from a hundred miles away, C is about to be Z's girlfriend and A has feelings for someone else.
most people thinks that he's fucked up that he still likes all A , B and C but who he really likes now is C.
it dosent matter anyway right ? all she wants is to be in his gallery of ex girlfriends instead of having a true love.
happy new year, leave 2009 behind.
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