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down on love
im so tired, i've had enough.
i always thought that it would get better

maimed and numb, i have bled
too long to feel
i've died for this dream
i can't stop living.

i wanted to be your crush,
i wanted to be someone,
i wanted to win your heart.

Framed you in memory
and hung you throughout countless dreams
till the nightmare woke me up
with the news that, its over.

the seas so mad, angered beast rage to drown my soul
i fight to steer my troubled ship to safety.

the wind, it weeps.
oh, how it moans with deadly blows
the thief, jealous with envy
competes for the killing.

i thought i could be your crush,
i thought i could be someone,
i thought i could win your heart.

nothing to take with me, not even the memories
just the thought of what was gone
and the crushed hope in what never was

i saw you there, windblow dress,
calling out, i reached as air,
stole your shape.

illusions kill, what is real, what is sane.
feeding hope to the dying.

filled you with memory,
and showed you on every screen,
in a story about love.
caught in a rerun of regret

im sorry.